| Location | County Durham |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 12/2007 |
| Date of Death | 12/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,335 since 12/04/2008 |
| Creator |
Baby Evans
County Durham
Born 7th december 2007 0 years
We were so excited ,a new little addition to our family .i'd had a scan at 8 weeks and was given 18th may 2008 for a due date .We told the boy's the news which i have to say didn't go down to well at first but at 10 & 7 you don't really find babies very exciting .
We were offered a blood test at 16 weeks to test for risk of Spina Bifida ,& Downs' Syndrome ,i remember thinking do we "really" need this but with Mark being a worrier we decided to go for it .As it happened we did need this .
The test was done on the monday morning and i had to ring for a result on the wednesday .I never thought for a single minute that one phone call could tear your life apart .I was told i'd shown high risk for Spina Bifida and needed to go for a scan , from that moment i knew something was wrong i just got a feeling .
We were told that our baby had a severe form of Spina Bifida ,called Anencephaly ,and told that he had no chance of survival . We had no choice but to end the pregnancy .The worst part was i knew we had to tell our other boy's Sam &Ross and the rest of our family what had happened .
We then had to wait for 2 day's and go back to be induced those day were a blur . Our little boy was born on fri 7th dec 2007 .
We never met our baby boy ,but we love him with all our hearts and miss him every day .
LOVE YOU ALWAYS LITTLE ANGEL XXXX
To the baby that I carried
But never seen your eyes
Or tell you how much I loved you
Or ever to hear your cries.
You will never be forgotten
The excitement we had for your coming.
When I realized I'd never hold you,
The feeling I had was numbing.
My angel baby is who you are.
My angel baby you'll always be.
Your loving memory will live in my heart
So you will always be right here with me.
bless with light x
︽☆︽ TIME TO FOLD YOUR ANGEL WINGS ︽☆︽
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.............((............ A ray of sunshine came and went
.............) \........... A beautiful treasure only lent
............( , )...........A prayer
.........._ `|'_......... A tear
...........| () ||..........A memory so dear
...........|.....||.........Each day of our lives
...........|.....||.........We wish you were here.
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︽☆︽ GOODNIGHT ANGEL, ︽☆︽ SWEET DREAMS.
Baby Evans
It is one year since the birth of Baby Evans and his sad passing. But one year on he is still in our thoughts and our hearts. He may not have been here for long but he will be with us forever.
All our love Baby Evans,
Rachelle, Jason and Bethan x
1 year anniversay
I cant believe its a year since we lost you thinking of you today and always our special little angel love from Mammy ,Daddy,Sam& Ross xxxxx
Baby Evans
One thing my friend Laurie forgot to mention is that Baby Evans, who will be missed by many, will never get to meet his wonderfull Mam, Dad and big Brothers.
But I know and do believe that he is looking down on them from a far, walking and playing alongside them every day. And while he will want to comfort his Mam on her down days, he will smile with her on her good days and will know that although he is not with us he is loved and missed always.
X
So sorry
Just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. I had a missed miscarriage of twins last October and have just passed my due date and realise how hard it is for you and your family at this time. If you ever need to talk to someone you are most welcome to drop me a line.
Thinking of you and your your family. Sending love to your angel. xxxxx Tracy
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Sweet dreams baby Evans X
Ask My Mum How She Is
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My Mum she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before,
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is,
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie,
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum How she is,
She'll say 'I'm alright'
If that's the truth, then tell me,
Why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well,
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping'
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine,
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven,
I cannot hug from here,
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold,
I'll say 'You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told!'
I would just like to say sorry for your loss i went through the same in november 2003 my little girl Beth had spina bifida i had the blood tests done but they all came back clear. I went for my second scan at 21 wks and thats when they realised so i had a choice of wether to carry on with the pregnancy or to have her then, but she was very severe we got a second and third opinion but she would not of survived full term. It is so hard to cope with but you learn how to love and prayers with you all xxxxxxxxxx
I'm so sorry for your loss hunny. I know how hard it is when the due date is fast approaching, but really, the build up is much worse than the actual day itself. I joined a fantastic support forum called babyloss and heard so many of the other mums say that and when Angels due date arrived I found they were right.
You will never get over losing your precious angel, but with time things will get better and you will learn to deal with it a bit easier as time goes by.
Sending you lots of hugs and thinking of you. xxx
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